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Saturday, December 10, 2011

a BLUrBbbah -to readersah ofah my wordzah---

 Hey fukkrs ---real ---ax. Don't do it !!!
  ---(I) do this for you. Maybe crazy, fine.
...but my aim is ---yes I'll say it: TRUE. I am an idiot---ok. Fine.
     I am NO better: I've concluded that I just might be and I think I am in a position to (possibly) alleviate some of the stuff that's caused my friends to fuk up their lives---Whether it is past fk ups---to being a dad---to not being able to have children to not being able to get laid to girls not having what they want to zippo lighters---you get my point---I know personally all of those previews---
            Mine is fkkd in a certain way--even BIG time: but until they'll call me in, I'm going to stay up late and delude myself into that zone that I need to be to try to fix a bit---(but of course hopefully more than a bit) of the shit that's been forced down your throats---so root FOR me...You're only huting yourselves if you wish me ill. Enemies--(I) have none---Ways of thinking -the differences are ALWAYS taken into account when I post something. I feel this is what is left out of some of -well -the best known- writers. I know I can't (sorry Slick Willy) "feel your pain",...What I can do and HAVE done is help. hey I'm not altruistic---I don't think this is truly a word---like "valor'. If certain people see this,...well--they might disagree. Either might hate a photo I chose, to me saying "valor" is a (control) word. How-ever just the glance will let you see that while you may have pre-conceived notions of me---well, the (pre) is hard to fix, no denying that, but if you have the patience to see, you might be in what seems to officially be a (mini) multitude of people that I have been able to open THEIR doors for them. THEN, they can take over and should and do---and very well. On the "pre" notions etc, (I), personally am all good with shit---although some good heroine would help I fully disclose. (Actually have never taken), but I know this is good---but it's too dangerous folks. Some of the many things taken to 'ignite' and/or 'fuel' can be controlled. Meaning get more from it than it takes from you. ---pending---
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Tuesday, November 22, 2011

  Another beautiful example of what seems to be just silly, but causes so much "turmoil" ---estragar<---for you Anthony...
           My father and I have been in contact for too long---yet no progress made. Short---He comes home to his house after being at the races---casually mentions a guy in his lil' clutch of BDH, say's 7 languages (Frank) can speak -after we somehow got on some utterances,...I just say really, wow---Are you-----"Fluently" !!! ---he barks as if someone asked him his order and he forgot something and then yells, "with milk"! --- How can he know this? He has decent command of english----but cetainly not anything else. but he KNOWS---

"It's just like "getting" over"

 As people continue to claim, announce, boast or even say as if they are proud --which is something they can't evn aceive, much less be "proud" of---and if it were possible, it's wrong-headed to feel proud. Relieved maybe.