A Letter To (ALL-Type) Readers: What I Am NOT Doing. (Energy)

Hi! Welcome. Come in. Make yourselves comfortable and please leave the doors open---
                      ---I prefer this anyway, and we'll all get more out of this.
       From a person that is (almost) certain there are (curious) types of energies that -somehow- have some (not for us to know yet) ways of slightly interacting with us from time to time in a way that (and I don't agree with this word in the 1st place) -just as a word- "supernatural". I say that with hesitation because I'll likely be taken wrong meaning I am referring to "ghosts" etc and those type terms. I can't exactly say no, but I would like to think I can finish this having done well enough that the reader is never feeling pushed out of way of the rational: meaning to keep things in perspective.
                                                Now, I realize that most likely these have been and are coincidences that are very easily explained and I will just bring it to the head with saying---I'm pretty certain. I've heard it called the transendent, the numonous---I agree in full. This (confusing said two terms) with a God. It is itself what I think to be such the important step that needs expounding on. (coming).
           I say this because I KNOW this feeling. We like to attatch it to a God. I can't say it's not.
One such incident---I can not help but feel that there is (something). I have 2-3 or 4. I was able to actually pretty easily reason this out.
                   So, friends, I'lI come at this as a believer in an energy ---really not a believer, ---that would be like "believing" in electricity. We know it's there, but to what extent I really think this is the question of our being. Or, at least that we should be trying to examine.
                    Ending with --What-ever a person may read here---you'd absolutley e taking my words and meanings wrong if you came away thinking that I make fun of one's faith. "Making fun" No. Just examining the "Genesis" and trying to fill this hole that atheist (some) seem to delight in digging, yet replace with zip. Not even an effort. While it's clear that I do not even for a moment beelieve in (bible--of course not), but a god that---well, we make god out to be. Which-ever sect of the religious spectrum you land on. I, if agrevation--or furiousness comes to you ---this is NOT my intention as I am racking my meanial grey not matter to warmly fill this whole that (even some writers that I have come to like a bit---and as I sa one, especially---but not because of what he writes, it's more of a peculiar respect I find myself having---really---I feel sorry for him...of course tihs is CHitchens ---
                                               I have wrote that I ran across him in *96 blistering "mother teresa" and it just seemed perfect.
                        But, I enjoy CH for other reasons ---     
                  I wanted to be his (auto) biographer---but decided to not even try ---He's dull to me cept when he's on". It's a thrill seeing anyone that is "on" in their specialty. No---I love the human nature aspect---or that's what I find more fascinating---a little ---> if you are really, --I mean really honest with yourself, You will find youself knowing what anotheris going to say before -they do-. You'll understand what I mean. I am as sincere as I can be when I say, yes, ---peeps talk of inteligence and etc---and that buzzword (IQ) AHHHH  !!! --- Here: I'll divulge this because I want to make a point that is well worth it---yes. I do continually score in ranges that are funny to me. Why even bring this up? Because it seems to be a (taboo) thing, and if you are reading me or have ---I think you'll realize that I do NOT like being coy. Now, the reason I mention inteligence and scores (most are BS) ---mabe later on some sound tests if you are interested for yourself---as I said, if you are really honest with yourself, and know yourself, ---I can guaranty you'll have thee best chances at what-ever it is you are seeking and most likely your seeked<---(is this a word) things will change.
                                      Staight outta Compton ---are many kids with off the chart Intel tests---we know though that the are likely (at present) not gonna get to apply what they have inthe way they might want due to ---well, Compton. Closer to point,..."Dogma" ---a word we all know and (I) think breeze by can and does cause Intel to decline. It's a defect that we ALL have. Some get along seemingly better. Some really DO get along better. I promise that I will (if healthy) show you how to ---well...bring out what you need to pull. I am an idiot --- but I am able to do some strange things ---For people that have known me for 30 plus years ---I had hit a wall---(with the races) ---I racked myself (when I wasn't  just trying to breathe). I have it now---it is scary ---I WILL --(I think) display in real time what I can do---and for my reader---YES !!! I'll do my best with showing HOW this and that can be yours with a little patience. You will see that test scores etc ---Your own range will (if truly read) open---deeply.
      So remember 1 thing at least---While I do not have a biblical shackle, I DO think there is something...What it is? I'm open. I forget though who is noted for saying "don't be so open-minded that your brains fall out" ---Corny yes,...but true---and I (think) we all know what said person means.
                                   ~ LeMarc 2011