Roughly Speaking: editing:, ideas,: and their beginnings.

       --->This is/was written a couple/few days later/ago -

                                              My review of a 2-4 hour smattering of idea's that I, at present and at times can't control, nor want to. Wow, -this was bad. Spelling as no where to be foud either. I was tired. My best idea's, and this should be emphasized, my best idea's not for the sake of just having idea's -although this is not a bad thing in itself, but idea's and thought's with attempts at coming to sometimes modest and yes, the occasional rant. Both of which styles I try to stay with the definition of the dialectic. Heaven forbid I slump into a sort of godma smugness and being cheap.  

                      Ok, good -you caught that last line. I'm happy for you.

Over a 2-4 hour on/off period, this is just one of now I can say literally (my speech impediment prevented this) 1000's of note's and unfinished essay type papers---
             If you're looking for a tale of fiction and unicorns and magic trollies, wrong blog,...
                                                     a taste:
       (so, ok, ill post this to show for it's own sake). Although having looked at it now, I have cleaned it up a bit and actually went on a bit more- knew I would though. So did you.
   Remember, it is in ALL of us...There is nothing special (with the way I use this word) about me except that I'm telling you this. A sometimes uncomfortable look look into my -written- think tank, thanks ;)

                                                ALSO---> Very important:
         Although something that I do get, -though more rare now- is the occasional, "well, we just meant it in a good way" ---but because something is meant, -and I do agree that said person likely means what they have said in their version of a "good" way, in a good and well meaning way is not a necasssarry (good and well precept). In fact mostly -of what I refer to in this paper) is actually, and really easily- I argue- a thing that will cause and repeatedly causes harm just exactly because of this often called -good way- approach. One very brief and remedial example I will give: If you push a person off a chair and they fall and break they're (pick a part), well, EVEN though it's meant in a good way, --is this good?

                   It IS how-ever repeated though. It is repeated though. It is rep--- ;)

              If this non-sense came to be true: You know the whole idea that we have that is relativly the same, with some alterations- that we die, say I. Liking this more and more are you? Ok, and I get to these so often called "pearly gates" and pete is there, the saint--- and this concept of god is and was true, ---It would have been and is still the way to go about life. A person of though<---really really forgot the t<---is shaped like a cross so you might be able to forgive me---No one in the world will believe this happened. I really AFTER I PRINTED realized I forgot the (+) <---ironic? After all I was speaking slightly of gods and especialy religion(s).
                             Think of what we have, ---and NO, I disagree with CHitchens, or really I simply do NOT believe him when he talks of his inability to be without the Parthenon. Please Hitch.
             Now, throw in some of your Johnny Walker (Black Label) and well, you can go for minutes on end talking of your admiration for this---but I, without hesitation understand this.
                                       We all have something that keeps us going, wanting to wake up, or we HOPE we do...I have been in both. The former is a much better way to go about life if so fortunate---Money is needed, but not really outside of the bills we are to pay, and a few goodies to keep us busy---in the meantime which is not only one of my favorite songs, but free'd me up as a braincramp came on one time (there are of course many times) - but this in particular I talk about---and this phrase "in the meantime/while acted as a stubborn crossword clue that once you have it opens up a number of other answers. Whereas a religious way to go about the puzzle is to put it down, go to sleep, and wake up with the idiotic notion that this will be soved, for you. You have been relieved of (Your) rsponsibilities. As in the bible,it is a scapegoating mentality to throw the (I'll say) 'negative energy' onto a goat and either kill it, as in what the pious believe is a negative person that questions god, and really unbearable is that they will want death for you if you qestion them on if this is really God's word. If you notice in ANY of my writings, I NEVER have said or even infered that there is, nor can be no God. All I say on this is that we very simply can not know. At least now.
                   Those who say that they not only believe, (as it could be swallowed easier than when it is claimed, and never unfervantly) that they know the 'mind of god' are simply wrong from the start and any serious discusssion is simply to calm said creature and move away slowly.

         idea swirling ---piece meal type read coming up for a bit or 2---so you're warned.
--- (judge) as in "judging" (a person),
--- (either) ----from the beginning (never taught anything- in the definition just inject in to person from the --->
--- (begininng) so blatently obvious how these veiws of a right/wrong concept continues through adulthood and on in to the grave. All the while doing unspeakable damage to peoples lives in this process of a type of trial of a being---that -to reference hitch that alks of SJGould and the "Bougeous Shale"- should have been destroyed and or at least cut off from any sort of chance to grow.
        While Sophleclese did write for "antigone" about her 'revulsion for desecration',  I think upon a knowing look at what this would 'have brought' humanity, -of if you're of the type that is 'keen' on the English (KINGS) Version, -then it would be- "hath wrougth", then I think this would have gave his daughter cause to pause -  Although I know we'd be better off using an English American- not "americana" <---see American or Americana" The difference and why you're life depends on this - not that it's that important anyway ---to be vulgar, but honest.

                                                  Animals, (really anything so that we can lose our subjectiveness) <---word/meaning fine -check if rite,---we act when confronted with something that is uncomfortable to the extent of (as in being human) resorting to animalistis shouts---spews,---so, as an attempt to NOT be human as to be human is to feel, making the point in this way also about our dealing with things we don't understand and there'fore fear,...and becomeanimals -devoid of tact...It's "primal" this word could be enough,  look  for maybe -->or other similar more declarative and presice (as to) sugical? it's natural.and THAT right there could be one step in showing why (natural) is/can not necassarily) a/be a good thing.
   Man: (looking for his bible, finds it and says, whew! I'd be lost without this ---
   Man 2: awww, you're a man of faith are ya son?
   Man: NO, (depending who plays MAN (WFerrel couldn't swear) other well, make it up) I have my etc,...maps, wallet, sex numbers etc,---BAM another of the $100 checks from the late night talk show hosts, (just or fun as $100 is a pair of pants or 59 lives saved, which would YOU pick?
         ---but ALSO things come to me, and I think many people in the (SHOWER), whether they realize it or not---I've said this for 27 years now. As I would start a sentence, and about 4 years after I started prefacing or really beginning to utter something, (I) realized it on my own, and THEN ? (friend) (****), or ? racetrack friend_ said, "Man John, you take a lot of showers and/or you think a lot in the shower"...maybe even 'glen', --not him so much but someone that would know both of us someway---

       The riight way to use a Zippo---include my 'press down' of a seemingly 'used up' older trusty one.

"AND SHIT, AND "YA KNOW WHAT I'M SAYIN" -BLACK PEOPLE ARE KNOWN FOR SAYING. Easy to judge. ---BUT WHY---WELL, I CAN WRITE ON THIS ALSO, --->writing this after I have entered into blog editor: more important, I can shed some light on this and as I say in another piece most of what you'lll find in just a brighter light, but it's the wrong light, ---needs clairifacation.