---Vagueness---or is it?

 ---So now: www.LeMarc.org is just fluff for now? Hey, I LOVE money, but I LOVE being content <---edited as I HATE that word (happy) as it only sets up failure) ***happy*** much more. Doing whatever is within and most times stretching to dangerous levels in my bid to keep trying to give.    (That sentence can sound "meglo",...oh how aware I am of this: I assure you that I, at minimum; rack myself silly before I will post something in my furious attempts to taake what-ever I have ---fail at times or wish I would have did it better? Of course...but how beautiful it is when it flows when  that fire is cooking just so: The "beauty" I refer to isn't in (to me) writing pretty...C.S. Lewis "Mere Christianity" is a beautiful example of the Engligh language then in to writing: How-ever It seemed circular: A specific debate  @Oxford) with I forget at this moment) comes to mind: inthat he was brilliant/natural beauty/ and I, at time started to wonder on this specific motion: meaning I felt being lured: and I was,...but at end of this symphony: I concluded so quick ---nothing: In the values I hold dear...and apalling to me because of how important this was on. The other (X)---decimated. And yes, it was a GO_ GO_ GO_ moment: and you just know that (while this particulaar person is a master: but not clever to  (win)? ...beautiful in a simple word....truth.
               Truth...We talk of this...(I'm leaving this be except to say: and it sounds -because of how often we use this_ light, yet it IS what is beautiful...


    continued from above:-- my part: how-ever it is, helping the younger generation, and this one and anyone that wants to be free of these fucked up (values). ALL stemming from (confusion) and no surprise that in this instance it is, what-else? (Religion)---but (maybe) both can work? (I can hear you ---especially the ones that have known me decades) I see you. I don't blame you if you did think something like this, "john's been in there too long" YUP !!! Agreed. Still true though. I just wanna be ok health-wise, make my $ with my races, play some baseball and get and this time -keep a sweet little girlfriend to play with while I keep working on my music and go flying a couple or few times per month (preferably in my Aero Commander 114... (Not as expensive as you might think)..Does matter how you think though...Even if I never (pull the trigger and get it, ---I can rent. Oh, I HAD her! 2 months ago. It could not have been a better situation. She's WAITING for me!!! (I) BLEW IT !!! Delicious as could be. Therer IS a god and he fucked with me that night, but to be fair, I NEVER said there wasn't: anyway, she was getting smokes for her mom who worked Saturday night. She gave me her address. It was 3am. I wrote down, but thought I knew where it was anyway. FORGOT that I don't. I don't even know who I am writing to, Maria Mongello my dear ---I'm sorry ---but c'mon ---you were the catylist...but I understand. Peace anyway MM...and WHERE are you LAUREN?
so basically a dull: 'here's my life' post: ---4 now---
 shh ---4 good ones in the basket ---cooking.
 I PROMISE you that vague a I may be, and I am, if you just (and one should never be this blunt),
but if you just 'listen to my ?questions? ---If you notice, (I) don't try to provide the answers,...
 I stress posing the pertinent questions ---
 LeMarc: 4-23-2012

---for laffs, and tears:

wanna laff? 
    ---Actually being told to 'save my stuff' (not make it public) by agency. So now www.LeMarc.org is just fluff for now?Hey, I LOVE money, but I LOVE being happy much more---helping the younger generation, and this one and anyone tha...t wants to be free of these fucked up (values). ALL stemming from (confusion) in this instance it is, what-else (Religion) ---but (maybe) both can work? (I can hear you ---especially the ones that have known me decades) I see you. I don't blame you if you did think something like this, "john's been in there too long" YUP !!! Still true though. I just wanna be ok health-wise, make my $ with my races, play some baseball and get and this time -keep a sweet little girlfriend to play with while I keep working on my music. Oh, I HAD her! 2 months ago. It could not have been a better situation. She's WAITING for me!!! (I) BLEW IT !!! Delicious as could be. Therer IS a god andd he fucked with me that night, but to be fair, I NEVER said there wasn't: anyway, she was getting smokes for her mom who worked Saturday night. She gave me her address. It was 3am. I wrote down, but thought I knew where it was anyway. FORGOT that I don't. I don't even know who I am writing to, Maria Mongello my dear ---I'm sorry ---but c'mon ---you were the catylist...but I understand. Peace anyway MM. and WHERE are you LAUREN?

Questions: That's The Answer.

John LeMarc Freeman Landean

       ‎---Answers are: on the whole, extremely cheap: ---moreover, if you come to the wrong answer, well you can adjust, learn, etc: and come upon the right 'answer'. Now though, 'questions' are VERY expensive: For example: Asking the WRONG question will NEVER get you the right answer. ---publically responding to one of the questions I get all the time in some form or another going like this: How can yo...u do what you do? People are genuinally freaked and I don't dismiss this nor EVER look down on anyone asking this, and here is a brief little example/analogy/anecdote of why/how it's EASY to NOT look down or think so very highly of myself: ready? Say you receive 1000 compliments (I must point out that I don't consider it a compliment), it's an 'observation'. Yes---I think that's what to call it) being made by who-ever. I just use compliment in my example as I try to show how it it easy to understand and truly NOT think any silly notions of myself) a day but 1 insult---which are you likely to remember? Same kind of thing is happening with me and whoever. I can, yes; do many things that most other people can't---(side note on saying this) ---I realize that in writing on this ---and for that matter, most all that I publish, I'm leaving myself open for someone to take me wrong and think/say -sinister tone---> "hmm, he thinks he's so smart...I'll show him...I'll bomb his place! THEN we'll see who's so smart".) ---Ok yes. You got me, but I was not nor am out to 'get' you---...The '1000 compliments' thing is when I invariably -after I hear this of myself- point out how I am so very weak in some things that just come natural for others: ---but they are ONLY concerned with how could I be able to (fill in your own favorite 'miracle' that I have done/permormed/executed). So now, ---as anyone that knows me is aware of how I love the ironies of life so I will end this by yelling at the reader "STOP being stupid and realize how smart you are".
with Love: john
~ LeMarc

No Question: Answers Are Cheap:

http://www.lemarc.org/2012/04/no-question-answers-are-cheap.html

       ---John LeMarc Freeman Landean
---Answers are: on the whole, extremely cheap: ---moreover, if you come to the wrong answer, well you can adjust, learn, etc: and come upon the right 'answer'. Now though, 'questions' are VERY expensive: For example: Asking the WRONG question will NEVER get you the right answer. ---publically responding to one of the questions I get all the time in some form or another going like this: How can you do what you do? People are genuinally freaked and I don't dismiss this nor EVER look down on anyone asking this, and here is a brief little example/analogy/anecdote of why/how it's EASY to NOT look down or think so very highly of myself: ready? Say you receive 1000 compliments (I must point out that I don't consider it a compliment), it's an 'observation'. Yes---I think that's what to call it) being made by who-ever. I just use compliment in my example as I try to show how it it easy to understand and truly NOT think any silly notions of myself) a day but 1 insult---which are you likely to remember? Same kind of thing is happening with me and whoever. I can, yes; do many things that most other people can't---(side note on saying this) ---I realize that in writing on this ---and for that matter, most allI publish, that I leave myself open for someone to take me wrong and think/say -sinister tone---> "hmm, he thinks he's so smart...I'll show him...I'll bomb his place! THEN we'll see who so smart".) ok yes. You got me...The '1000 compliments' thing is when I invariably -after I hear this of myself- point out how I am so very weak in some things that just come natural for others: ---but they are ONLY concerned with how could I be able to (fill in your own favorite 'miracle' that I have done/permormed/executed). So now, ---as anyone that knows me is aware of how I love the ironies of life so I will end this by yelling at the reader "STOP being stupid and realize how smart you are". Love ---john
                ~ LeMarc